Non of you will ever understand until you fall in love with the right person.

I need to go to work cot damnnit.

I don’t like it. I can’t handle it anymore. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I wanna quit everything cause there’s no use when you’re not around. I got so use to you seeing you every single day and now I don’t even see you… It’s hard you know. People keep asking me “HOW ARE YOU” “DO YOU MISS HIM” “ARE YOU SAD” all these bullshit questions that remind me that you’re not even here. I break down every night like you don’t know. NO one knows because I tell everyone oh it’s fine or that I’m good. It sucks crying every night and even going through the day not talking to you or not even seeing you at until night time… whatever. I’m just ugh. I don’t know… 

Why do people limit me from others. Likee why? I wanna know people. Fuck. I hate people who control me. Telling me what do to, getting mad just cause I talked to someone else. Like fck,that pisses me off the most. UGH. Whatever I’m still talking to whoever I want…

an accident finding something good without looking. A “happy accident”.

SOO LIKE, I’m finally going outta TORONTO crossing the damn border and going to New Jersey, New York & Atlantic City with the fammo! Leaving saturday morning WOOOHOOOOOO!

I have flaws, I have attitude problems, I’m very stubborn, blahblahblah. It may seem like I’m on my period like every single day, but really I just get annoyed very easily. Bare with me. Once I’m calm and on the good side, you’ll love it. 

I know when someone’s using me, or when someone’s taking advantage of me. Trust me, I know cos you repeatedly keep asking the same thing every time. Do not call me a snake when I go ghost on you. I only did that because I’ve had enough of you keep asking the same exact shit when the first time I already said no. Like get the hint. NO means NO. 

the ones that actually stayed even though I don’t talk/see them everyday. The ones that know I’m a very busy ass girl and knows I’d see them when I actually have the time. The ones that don’t complain of not seeing me. y’know those friends? Yeah I have those friends & I love them deeply!